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Thursday, March 26, 2009 ++

HEY PEEPS!!!

hahaha no updates for sucha long time. sorry about that, i'm just plain lazy. lol
the thing is, i wanted so much to blog about many things and bonus with pictures!!
but this stupid blogspot is so screwed up!
when the pictures are uploaded, it wouldnt be at the current paragraph that im writing but it would be at the top of my draft.
so malas each time i gotta drag it down to to the bottom. by the time i finish drafting, lose the hype halfway to blog already. lol. thought of switching to other domains or upgrade to beta version? but cant seem to find it la.GaHH!!!

anyway, i didnt know my blog draws many "admirers" complaining why is my blog so damn dead. lol. i thought u guys are busy and wouldnt have the time to read my blog so why bother update. lol
even the "regular" updatees also seems to lose the semangat already. hehe.
i started blogging now becoz i feel its time to update about the ongoings in my current situation , alot of happenings (if i could remember) and the fact that my blog is left abandon because of the irresponsible owner. :P


first and foremost, i just cut my hair. lol. no bigger deal , i know. but i kept it for a year till now since the langkawi trip last year. Talking about Langkawi, damn i miss those times when we were so young and free and no worries to think ahead of us, everything is care free. But now everybody seems to have their own life to live up to, almost all started working and probably on their way in searching their life partner and just very busy with their own stuff. I kinda miss those times, we hang out around mamak midnite have some drink and chat and just dont bother the things that surround us. *reminiscent the past*. hehehe. LOL terpesong from hair until here.
Yeah, i cut my hair. Is a big deal okay!!! Coz i wanted so BADLY to have my hair curled. But the attempt to do so failed tremendously, for years ironically :(. I just cant seem to keep my hair further the shoulder length, it gets long and messy , long story short, not comfortable.
So there, i settled with the length as proposed by my hairstylist. lol. T T should wear wig whenever i feel like it. Really never have the chance to have such beautiful curls rest permanently on my head T T. Maybe im just better off with this length, even hunnie said so :)

So yeah, happenings in MMU has turned out fine for me now :). Im starting to think positive of the people i mix with especially. Before, i was terrified! even if some random stranger came and approach me for assignment group, i would have the feeling of insecurity. Yeah, i was traumatized that badly before :(. But after for some time, i opened up my eyes and observed the people around me that ACTUALLY contribute to the way i was feeling of my insecuritiesness. I managed to eliminate the bad energies surrounding me :) :) . Im MUCH MUCH livelier now. VERY happy and VERY content! Thanks bunnie for always being there, he helped me to pull through all shits that's happening all the while. Without his believe and faith in i wouldnt have the best securities im feeling rite now :) Rite now, i met more better friends than before. It has changed the pictures from black and white to more colourful with rainbow colors :).
Just so u know, i just felt life~ LOL. so drama~
Most importantly , i learnt a lot :)

anyway, me and jon we are fine as always. lol. people have been asking for their own concern :) thanks. All in all its all good between us. We are turning a year old in this coming may :)
hehehehe. Time flies even when we are still enjoying this ride . Though , i must say there are ups and downs between us but what hold us through till now is the loves and cares for each other everyday. Our relationship has also gone up one level . We are giving each other space to lessen the misunderstandings and so to avoid jealousy. hehehe. everybody has their own way of dealing things, so we are much going on pretty slow ride. And enjoy whatever that comes~


Im having my midterm break now, boy im so busy! with assignments T T
And time passes by very fast when ur just about to enjoy it :(. WHY!! LOL
i heard this semester break is for 2 weeks only WTF!!!! 2 weeks how can!!?? T T make it even shorter for fucks sake. even 3 weeks of holidays before also feels like only 3days of holidays only!!! Damn, stupid new chansellor gotta live by his stupid rule T T sigh.... i cant stay in kl for 2 weeks anymore .

Lastly, i wanna go for vacation this year!!! every year must go to some new places to explore!

*still thinking of the location though*

hahaha
ok la i gtg already, my bucuk tengah tunggu nak manja. LOL... hehehe
take care guys

lotsa lovessssssss,
Katie Sizzler
7:36 AM

Sunday, January 11, 2009 ++

im currently at my bro's place but just for a short trip of 3 days
thought of going for a shop in KL because seriously Melaka's fashion nowadays kenot make it
:( too many japanese and korean boutique at any corner in DP shrooming everywhere like you dont need a money to open for a business shop these days.
I tried blogshopped too, but its always the item i saw, i like but taken....................*emo* hehe


so anyway, i did spring cleaning earlier before i came to kl because my messy wardrobe is driving me crazy! its all in a mess with huge pile of unwanted clothes in it like 5-6 years back i didnt have the time to sort it all out because i reckoned it would take half a day to contemplate whether to keep or to give away ...or...sell as 'pre-loved item'? because, some are quite precious ya know.... bought with my own moolalalah...hehehe


provided the time that i have now, i went thru every single baby-t, old-crappy blouses and whatever u can find in my closet. did some serious scanning, going once, going twice and toss to the plastic bags.. hehe.
it was so messy that Jon got headache and wonders why do i keep repeating wearing the same outfit when my cupboard is full of craps. at one time, i was having this wardrobe malfunction when i was in mmu it was so embarrasing i was walking to the stage and the didnt notice the blackboard at the side, got my t-shirt hooked on it and tore with a hole on the sleeves T T. it was my favorite t-shirt sumore! T T
SO old clothes its time to get out of my "comfy" wardrobe! hehehe

after the spring cleaning there were 3 total pack of big plastic bags filled with clothes. i know right, Jon suggested that those clothes are to be donated to the army which i think its a great idea to dispose it off too :).

ok its getting late now.

will blog more soon! :D

9:03 PM

Thursday, January 8, 2009 ++

I'm sooo done with my final papers for this last sem which also marked the end of my......................... first year in degree =_=
i still have roughly about 2 years more to go T T which i don't understand why people keep telling me that studying life is much better compared to once you have started working.....why why whY!
working is fun what! u get to meet new faces, new people with different political views, the weirdos, the pain in the ass people kakaka and the utmost satisfaction above all is the money u r earning, u can spend it on urself and love ones and perhaps save the rest for better investment in the future. i wonder what would i do with my first pay check ! kekeke *wonders*

well maybe i have to scrape the feelings of as i know working aint easy in the real world really.
*reality check* some of my friends who has started working has monday blues... oh..the horror! can u imagine like after weekend u have party hard and rested well and the next day u have to go to work and attend some big meeting with some big bosses or wake up everyday at 8am T T...... crap, i can imagine it now. oh no........... now...working sucks! hahahha So, the verdict is student life is still the best. kakakaka

except for examinations!... cant the government like terminate the exam or sumthing , ok la not so drastic , but why do they wanna make the student life's miserable when its already is! its not like everything we studied we applied in the job field that we work! i think the assignments that they assigned us are more important and should carry more weight in giving the marks la. i would prefer to do assignment than answering in the final examinations. Sumore assignments teached us to cooperate with the members and to understand how things work and apply it when we started to work, well its better than tikam ABC and answering subjective questions thrown to us, rite? its all book man, black n white from page to page omg.net T T. i just feel , assignment should carry more weight so that the student would feel pressure during the final exams. its not one or two papers , six and seven is a burden T T

coz i'll be taking freakin 6 subjects next sem and the sem after also... T T. damn.. how much i miss short sem! the subjects aint that heavy just moderate and make life's easier slow n steady.urgh!

long sem u suck!
8:59 PM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ++

This entry is going to be the recap of my 'wondrous' 2008, the year i shall remember, the events, the unfortunate events and the happenings. It had been a helluva rollercoaster ride in 2008, the year where there's a mixture of ups and downs and mostly down and up again when there's certain someone who is constantly there having my back, giving me faith and believe in me :)

So ready , here's the recap of 2008 :

1. the distance relationship had finally reached to the boiling point and thanked the person up there it ended on the day after new year eve's celebration :D. the mystery sms i received is still left unknown from the anonymous number. but i would rather not wanna find out as i think it isnt necessarily anymore. what i know this happened and made by a very sick and sadist person with no brainer. and thank you very much im a much stronger person now and learnt to control my emotion by not taking drastic measures :)

2. oh yeah, friends were an issue in MMU. the haywire girl im talking about. never wanna eloborate. thanks to her for being sucha cheapo attention seeker and i really hope karma would serves u right and u eat that !!! for being very mean to me. and to those who believe in me, i wanna thank u from the bottom of my heart :) and because of u, my life totally took a turn of 360 degree in MMU in the way i perceive things and be wary in choosing and mixing with new people.
Lesson to be learned : NEVER mix with CINA-LIAN

3. I've been slapped with 2 badlucks in the beginning of the year huh? Well, its time for a good luck to emerge and damn right , it was a great, perfect one familiar stranger that i would treasure and appreciate every moment together who else, none other than my BELOVED BUNNIE!!! muah muah muah!!! hehehehe. i was introduced to him by Adel our so-called fairy-buddha mother who re-unite us on that very day in the chatroom at around evening 7pm. left us both (lovebirds) awkwardly hanging as the fairy-jesus mother vanished abruptly in the chatroom after the short introduction. hehehe. damn right i remember. hehehehe. Coz at that moment,baby i know ur gonna be mine always if forever is overrated . I know u sayang me a lot... like... damn the whole damn universe kinda lot! me too bunnie. never doubt me okay as i love u very MUCH MUCHOS MUCH muah SAYANG my bucuk bunnie hunniee.. kekekeke (to others, sorry u gotta bear reading this.ngek ngek)

4. friends come and go :). i learnt to appreciate the people around me and never take things for granted and constantly listen to my favorite guru, my baby. he's the best adviser to the advisee like me really needed one leading to the right path:). see baby, without u i wouldnt know which path i would lead to.

5. two new addition to the family : baby Rachel and my second sister-in law who got married in November. The name Rachel was given by me.... :D

6. My birthday celebration was blast. Celebrated with a group of friends in KTV. Thanks to those who wished me and to those who didnt its okay :) . and again baby gave me a surprise by showing up with a flower on his hand and a prezzie. hehehe. all in all i enjoyed the companies that tagged with me that nite to celebrate this birthday. it was something i needed after the midterm test. i love the presents esp the one given by my :) kekeke. the rest dun emo la, i still love ur prezzie nonetheless! :D

7. me and baby jon gonna reach 8 months together very very soon and many many many bazillion years more to go :D :)

there u have it.. to sum it all up : it's been a mixture la. honestly, i tasted bitter more than sweet. and luckily i have sweetener to balance back the taste of bitterness. hehehe. Its all about him, seriously he's been my faithful back bone through out all this trial and always supporting through every steps i take :) im more than glad to have met u :)

Goodbye bitter 2008, a VERY WARM WELCOME TO AWESOME 2009!!!!!!!

Love u always Jon,
Kate







4:36 PM

Monday, December 29, 2008 ++

there will be no updates at the moment..
im having my final next week
it sux when new year is less than 72 hours and the thought of ppl celebrating with the friends and love ones, popping up champagne, confetti in the air when the clock strike 12........
damn.....come to think of it... student life sux for the next two years! .......... XD

new year with new resolutions....
i'll make a list of it later alright.. i gotta continue study for now or i'll get my ass whip by bunnie (not the kinky one la omg!) :P . honey shopped alot in Sg! i din go, but will blog about it why :D.

also, there are more upcoming updates which shall be up soon.... i hope....... if my laziness does not kick in when the time i wanna update.. hehehe

that's all for now...

katie jon
7:10 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2008 ++

i will be updating soon

im having 2 midterm next week fall on the same date T T

will be celebrating xmas with Jon in Sg :D

yeay

first time eber xmas celebration wit my leb ones


taaaa
3:46 AM

Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ++

i'm having a very bad, bad flu..

and tonite is my midterm exam..

damn...


on the "brighter" note, luckily its all in trickie objectives .. T T

oh no...... my brai
n starting to dieded on me already :(




i thought bunnie was angry wit me bcoz he din reply my msg in msn, sms and calls ..
mana tau he has meeting with client.. =_=
11:09 PM

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